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Self sacrifice

  • the giving up of one’s own interests or wishes in order to help others or to advance a cause. 


  • having or showing concern only for yourself and not for the needs or feelings of other people


  • an important ‘loving action’ that can help us to live mindfully and develop a healthy relationship with the most important person in our life, ME. (definition by Soraya Saraswati)

This is not my first time in the MKMMA.  I have learned a lot but there is always something new to learn.  My mindset and blueprint has been changed but there is one more major tweek I need to accomplish.  It was addressed in this last webinar and I’m sure I heard it before but it is resonating more clearly to me.  What stood out to me more than the shapes and cards this time was the work selfing.  I have lived my life with the thought that putting myself first was wrong.  It was the teaching of my childhood and into my adulthood.  If you were to put yourself first you were being selfish.  So I have lived placing others and their problems ahead of what I desire and want in life.  In my confusion over the definitions I have skipped from being selfish to self-sacrifice leaving me in a state of frustration and unhappiness.  So my focus in the week is the word selfing and how it will work for me.  It is the answer I need at this point.

To love and care for myself and my best interests is primary to my happiness and bliss. There is no wrong or selfishness in it.  It is the best gift I can give to myself and to those I love.  No guilt in it.  The best emotion ever.  Love.

Week 1: Starting Again


It is a great life when we can choose to start again when we fall by the side of the path to our journey.  And so I start again with The Master Key Experience.  A new love, a new life and a new adventure.  I am excited to where it brings me!

A New Ending


I start anew to create a new ending.  What a journey this will be!

mk mind be still

This was sent to me from a friend.  I find it appropriate to what we are doing.  A simple answer to a complex question.

“By listening to the inner self and following one’s instincts and intuitions, a person may be guided to safety.”   – A.C. Ross (Ehanamani), LAKOTA

Be still and know. The Medicine Wheel teaches the four directions of inner power – not personal power, but the power of God. These four directions are emotional, mental, physical, and spiritual. As our emotions get too far out of control, we simultaneously create an equivalent mental picture, our physical body fills with stress and tension, and we become spiritually confused. When we experience these uptight feelings, the best thing to do is mentally pause, slow down our thinking, breathe slowly, or pray and ask the spirits to help. Only when we approach the stillness of the mind do we get access to our spiritual guidance system. To be guided, let your mind be still.

Creator, today, let me reside in Your stillness.

Pioneer of the future

We choose our future with what we do in our present.  I was without realizing it, making my decisions in the present based on what has happened in the past.  Now I know to look within to make decisions as that is where my truth is and where I find my solutions in the present to mark the path for my future.  The past is categorized as lessons learned but I know they are not my destiny.  I resolve from this day forward, that I will not be a prisoner to my past but a pioneer of the future.  I have done family research and I come from people that were pioneers, explorers, adventurers and entrepreneurs so all of this is in my blood as well as finding what I need from deep within.  It all works for me.  I am pioneer of the future!  My legacy and my truth,


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The weeks of progression on the MKMMA are slowly taking hold with me.  There is no magic in this but an awareness of things that I am now capable of handling, of changing and of miraculous answers to questions.  For years I have been looking for answers to the problems of my life and now I know all I had to do was look within myself to find the source of all these answers.  I look at things in a new way and the input of these changes are showing in how people around me are reacting.  Their perception of me is different than how I thought of myself in the past.  Today I am taking the small steps to my future self.  The thought process has changed, my outlook has changed and good things are happening.  I had what I thought was a setback but now I see it as part of the process of the new life that I am pursuing.  What I have thought was a setback over the years are part of the learning process and I must admit, I like to learn new things.  The solutions and answers to all of this bring a feeling of self-power and accomplishment, not just for me but for those around me.  What a great place to be.  I have the knowledge, the wisdom and the strength within me.

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mk miracle fluke

Is it a miracle or a fluke?  Are these the questions we ask?  I had a problematic situation the last couple of weeks and from that is the miracle of thought.  The problem involved others beside me.  We had to explain a program that we all have been working on.  I created the presentation and it was presented at a council meeting in our community.  The last few years these meetings have been very negative as things were uncovered, made public and addressed.  The solutions were not popular and we have become a very apathetic community.  This project we are working on and proposing can bring us back to a positive mindset in the community.  After the presentation the council declared a break for the people in the room and the meeting was paused for ten minutes.  Everyone in the room was smiling, laughing and talking about the presentation and how they were looking forward to the project continuing.  It had been a long time since I remember any of these council sessions with this atmosphere.  It was a good feeling to see everyone in a happy mood rather than apathetic.

People left the meeting before the meeting was called to order.  I left as well with my computer under my arm and content that my presentation pleased so many people.  In the morning I found out that after most of us left the presentation that pleased so many people became a political football.  The concept was tabled and the progress of the project came to a halt.  For a short while I slipped back into what I call my funk.  I know now that my funk is a type of miracle.  From the funk comes my determination to solve the problem at hand.  There are solutions coming forth and things are coming around.  The politics still exist for the moment but alternatives are possible and being put in place.  The focus of my thoughts have changed the whole perception and prespective of this project.  But the most evident miracle is the reaction I am receiving from my efforts.  I have been called a ‘rockstar’ from one of the people I am working with and others say I understimate myself.  The thoughts I have I put out there and it is impressing them.  I have always thought of them as just thoughts but what I am eminating is my power, my creativity, my ingenuity.  The miracle of myself and the inner light.  The miracles are there, it is not a fluke.  Recognizing this is a gift I give myself.  Politics or no, this project will go on and it will succeed.


mk I am enough

The Power of I Am: Two Words That Will Change Your Life.

“I am blessed”…. Blessings pursue you. “I am talented”…. Talent follows you. “I am healthy”…. Health heads your way. “I am strong”….

“I AM” is Power and “I AM” will free you when you know what it is and how to use it.
“I AM” is who you are.
“I AM” is your center and what you experience is what you have believed to be truth and attached to it.
Be very careful what you attach to your “I AM”, it has the power to limit you or free you.
“I AM” You.

Further Reading, The Power of I Am

mk obstacles

I hit one of my obstacles during the time off of week 19.  But before I hit this obstacle I had watched the movie ‘Finding Joe.’  The timing was good, it helped me through this obstacle though it made me silent for the duration. One of the quotes ‘Opportunities to find deeper power within ourselves  come when life seems most challenging’.  With this last obstacle comes a solution.  The challenge was to climb around this obstacle that was blocking my way.  I am still climbing around it, or side stepping as I like to call it.  It isn’t totally gone but the solution should remove it from my path or be placed behind me as I move away from it.  A new opportunity has arisen at the proper time and a decision has been made.  A difficult decision but I can make it now.  It is the time.

A second obstacle arose, not personal but business.  I rose to the occasion and completed a project that I never knew I could do.  The recent webinar on making a video helped me.  This project benefits others more than it does me.  ‘Give more get more’.  The project will be presented on Monday and 0nce done should reslove the second obstacle.  I am connecting with the people I need to make this possible and it amazes me how many and which ones of them want to work with me.  But my personal obstacle is the one that is not totally out of the way.  Generally one obstacle at a time is good for me, but two can take a lot of energy.  I am focusing on my energies to connect with the people that I need to accomplish on my personal obstacle.  Now I know it is possible my fears are subsiding.  I find that fear sometimes is mistaken with excitment.  I choose to be excited the next few weeks as my solution to this obstacle unfolds.

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My understanding is clear!  I know where I am going for the first time in a long time.  It is not status quo, it is an adventure.  My creativity is coming back at full force!  Let the good times roll!